Monday, July 18, 2011
So today I had to go get yet another ultrasound to see what my next step is going to be. Luckily, I was given the okay to try this month for baby, which is fantastic! However if nothing happens this month, I have to go on birth control for two or three months before trying again. Surprisingly, I am actually okay with this. I have decided that even though I might be mad if I dont get pregnant this month, I know that there is a time for everything. I put my faith in God and thats all I can really do. I know he will bless us with a kid when the time is right. I am done questioning his actions and ready to allow him to lead me down the path he has set for me. I realize now that last year was not the best time to bring a child into our lives and that we are in better places this year, financially and emotionally, and that it will happen. I just have to have faith and patience, which patience is the hardest thing of all!