Friday, November 25, 2011


So, Thanksgiving was yesterday.  I have a lot to be thankful for this year.  I am thankful to have a wonderful husband, who sticks by my side even when I am going baby crazy and plotting to steal a baby. (lol, this kinda happened) I am also thankful for the dear friends that I have gotten much closer to this year.  They have really helped me understand and appreciate the hardships that I went through.  I also am thankful for those hardships, since I wouldn't be at this stage of my life right now if I didn't have them.

A lot has been going on at my house, so to sum things up.  Tomorrow I officially start at the new store in the area, maintaining my position as a barista.  I found a new way to keep my stress levels down, I am now a knitting queen.  And most important, my hubby and I have finally gotten back to making time for us.  It is really nice to be able to go on little dates like we used to!

Now, the funny story of the week.  My older sister, a few months ago, told me in a very unrespectful way that she was expecting baby number 4.  So, after that I threw a slight temper tantrum and all that jazz (I may have told her she f**king sucked).  Well, we apologized and everything and are talking again.  So, I told her that no matter what she thought, her 4th child was going to be a girl, just like the other 3.  This was my way of telling her that karma was going to get her after how she told me.  Sure enough, my sister found out this week that she is once again having a girl. hahaha.  Karma is great!

As for me, I am done with the birth control pills and am only temping right now.  Hopefully, this is enough for me, since I don't have a fixed schedule at work and have a hard enough time trying to take my temp at around the same time everyday.  I don't think peeing on an OPK would be feasible at work. lol.  So, now I just need to stay relaxed and positive about the fact that my luck has started to change and that I will be blessed with a beautiful child sometime soon.

Last thing, my Christmas tree is up, decorations are all around the house, and I am relaxed and excited to spend the holidays with family!

Friday, November 18, 2011


So, the three month hiatus has now been over for just about a week now.  Feeling pretty good about these next few months, however now I am stressed about stupid work issues.  Ugggh, never ends!  Everytime I plan something, one of our managers fucks up our plans.  We were supposed to go see family for thanksgiving weekend, but that had to be cancelled since my new store opens the monday after thanksgiving.  Fine, we dealt with that.  Now, find out that my husband has to close on both thanksgiving and black friday, which takes away the plan to have a nice thanksgiving dinner alone for once and cancels the plans we had to do a little shopping on friday.  Now, my husband's manager wants to switch shifts with my husband on sunday, meaning we would barely have time to go grocery shopping, which we really need to do.  Uggggh. I freaking hate work right now.  Oh well, I have a new craft to try to keep my stress under control.  I have thrown all my frustrations, stresses, and free time into knitting christmas presents and even a few baby gifts (there are a few people who are worthy enough to get baby gifts from me because they have nothing but respect for others. Right now my sister is still not one of those lucky people)  Plus, we are soon becoming the parents of another beautiful orange kitty named Sonny.  Right now, all I can do is love my kitties and husband and pray that things work out for us.